My sister is (finally) taking me to probate court over my mothers will... now all hell is going to break loose.


My lawer called me this morning, apparently Denise has a fancy lawer on her side.


Time to get things rolling... funny that she does this RIGHT after I allow her to see Graham.


It's like a huge 'f- you' slap in the face.


In other news Graham hasn't pooped all day, and now is mad at me.


Haha funny that now my life revolvs around breat milk, diapers, and wipes.


And talking about my sons poop.

The death of my mother really woke me up from everything. I am no longer going to take my life and the people around me for granted; because you never know when they will be taken away from you. I’m starting to smile more and be more like my old self. Even though the pain of losing her it’s starting to dull, it’s still so surreal that she isn’t here. Everything was so sudden and out of nowhere, sometimes it’s really hard to processes. Not only that but I have so much to deal with right now. My half sister is being a pain, but I guess in every family there is an evil, vindictive, idiot. My mom left everything to me, you can’t blame her either if my half sister had her way she would come in take everything from me either pawn it, sell it, or give it away. That’s just how she is, she cares only about herself. When mom asked her for help she would only come if mom paid her. I mean if you love your mother as much as you say you do, you wouldn’t do half the stuff as she does. Her youngest kid, Chyenne stole my mom’s DS game that I had gotten her, and it took Denise forever to return the game back to mom. She thinks her kids are angels when to be honest they are following in the footsteps on their mother. Chyenne would steal the pennies off the eyes of a dead man. And no one can trust Denise or her spawn in their home. Everyone has to keep a close eye on them to make sure that they don’t take things. My lawyer had contacted Denise about signing a paper that said she understood that she was not on the will, that she had nothing to do with any of my mother’s belongings, that’s all she had to do and this whole thing would have been over with. I wouldn’t have to go through probate court, and pay $1,000 that I don’t have to get $600 dollars out of the bank and change everything into my name. She said she would think about it… Mr. Wilson my lawyer called me back at 3:30 and left me a message saying that she will not sign anything. No signature means she’s fighting, which means I have to pay out $1000 that I don’t have. I don’t have a job, I don’t have any money and everyone expects me to do everything. My mom was retired, and she was only getting $100 a month from widow’s benefit from when my dad died. I lost my dad to a massive heart attack as well two years ago. So you can see why this is so tough for me. Not only that but Graham is due next month, they are finishing off my breast surgery three weeks after he’s born I’m also going through with a breast reduction as well. Mom’s house is a mess and not ready for a baby at the moment, there is stuff everywhere, so much stuff I don’t even know what to do with. I’m probably just going to have a large estate yard sale…maybe.

8 weeks left and Graham will be here…

Do I sound selfish when I say that I don’t want anyone else to call themselves Nana? My mom wanted to be Nana, and now that she’s gone I don’t want anyone else to have that title...