So I was surfing through the breastfeeding and found a cookie recipe to help increase milk supply. I was telling Jeff about it and he was like a cookie will help you lactate?? Yes a cookie recipe. That means haaaannnndddsss off, which will kill him he loves when my cooking and when I make home made cookies. So haha these are for me and your son not for youuu! :3

I've been freezing my milk and I didn't really want to break into it, but I did this after noon I found one that only had 4 OZ in it that way I could thaw it out, and give it to GM when he wakes up. Since I have about 12 bags (now 11) frozen I'm going to stop freezing for now until my milk supply goes back up, and just start storing milk in the fridge. The last few days I haven't been giving him breast milk, I've been giving him formula which is bad because he is getting constipated and he has only pooped twice one last night and one this morning. When usually he goes through the diapers. I've been giving him formula on trips and at bed time because it keeps him full longer. I'm sure the breast feeding mommies think 'i'm being selfish' and not giving my son his breast milk. But I don't want to pull out my breast in public, and I would rather him be full at night then him crying his head off because he is so hungry (and I'm not making enough milk right now).

I also need to eat more, but right now we are low on health snacks. With Jeff working day and night, and me with the baby it's hard for me to find time to cook myself food let alone take a shower. I'm lucky to get online and make journal entries. But he's sitting right next to me, and I can put the laptop down at anytime and tend to his needs.